Just a Second

It's funny how a person could change within a second.. Trust me, i know.. I've seen the people around me change within a snap. One minute they're all grounded and everything, then the next minute you look back, you watch them fade away... And moreover, those people you see fading are those close to you..  i guess, as that change goes, you realize that you're not exactly "close" to them anymore... you see them getting more and more distant from your circle of friends.. 'thing is, even if it was already obvious how that person is slowly going farther from you.. you choose to believe that everything's still the way it is... you pretend to be happy doing everything you do together and assume that that gut feeling that's growing inside you will soon fade, but just as you prove yourself wrong about your intuition, it turns out that what's fading is your friend and not your "gut feeling". You just stand there as you watch that person change everything about her. She changes the way she looks, the way she talks, and much worse, she changes her circle of friends. Suddenly, you begin to wonder, if her change is for good and not just because she wanted to fit in with people around her. Your mind is all worked up will all the questions that's really jumbled up... Then as you tick them off with unsure answers, one big realization sinks into you.. it's not her that's changed....  it's you..

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